Punishing myself – for what?

And I hate myself

for letting my heart feel this anger and pain.

I don’t wanna fill mybody with this crucial stains.

I’m hurting my shelfs

but it’s necessary to get over you for the rest of my life.

So I’ll allow myself

to feel this bad stuff

for a limited period of time.

Then I will stop crying

and punishing myself

for the deep love

that I’ve felt.